Once it becomes August it’s officially done I can’t hope that one day a miracle will happen. August was the actual date that I met him. It was on his fucking birthday that I met him and he was so drunk. He turns 19 on August 29 and his dad has the same birthday as him. He was one year older than…
- Beth Ditto (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
if halloween to new years isnt ur fave time of the year get out
It’s August 19, 2014 and it’s crazy how the months pasted and I’m still stuck in the same relationship I was in a day before New Years. This month is your birthday you finally turn 19 on August 29,2014. I can feel the cooled air breeze into my room from the window I left opened. And I feel the same old feelings I felt when I was in your room. I had a pale face rosy lips and I wore my leggings under my black pants with a new army green blouse I got from Nordstrom with my cousin Paula for the next date I was going to be with you. Your room still is a memory to me your tv hung up on to the wall the small space there was with your bed and your wardrobe that didn’t allow me to get through. Even though it was December, the weather that appears to come in August feels like December is around the corner. I loved everytime I was in your car we took rides. Its crazy because we weren’t together for so long but what I felt for you felt something so real and I blew it out all away. I miss you and I know you have some one new in your life and it kills me because I don’t want to know it but she’s pretty and I hope she makes you happy as much as I would have done the same too but I was to hard head up the ass to even show it to you because I was to worry to even show you affectionate I will always love you and miss you.
[8 months and im still here wishing I was the one you are kissing ]